| poker is just a foolish dream. snap back to reality eric.
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| currently listening to sunset by MH. its been a few days since i've been hooked on this song. it reminds me of the times when i was happy. i just finished watching this one movie which i will remain unnamed cause it was kinda gay for me to watch it in the first placee.. but i was wrong, even tho movie sucked the sappy moments got to me like any other good movie. FML right? reminds me of ceyy.. it sucks cause even tho i thought i had many things in my life that made me happy she made me happiest and now shes in love with this one dude. but its okay. cause me and her would never work out. i learned that cause the smallest things lay in our path of being together. and we'll never be able to pick those things up. there stuck on our path.. my life is leading one direction and hers is leading another. its best this way.
;(. its fine. i'll live... i just had to write it on here cause i really have noone in my life to really talkto about these things....
" .. maybe one day we'll end up talking again, maybe one day we'll go back to being friends... "
i miss her. but i love her enough to respect her and let her go.. tragic.
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| i got my gay ass classes. schedule sucks.
01. IB Biochemical Biology Honors
02. IB Algebra Trig Honors
03. IB TOK / Extended Essay AP
04. IB History of Americas Honors
05. IB British Lit Honors
06. Lunch ------
07. AP Visual Arts AP
08. IB Spanish Honors
yeh. BORINGG
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| throughtout my whollee lifee. or at least as far back as i can remember.
i've gone from one stage to another.
my intrests have become more and more complex.
i find a hobby and stick to it until i get rather insanely bored of it.
a friend needs yugioh cards. and alas. i am finally going to put this chapter away.
i am no longer a card palyerr. i will continue to love poker and gambling yano=] thats lifee.
but TCG's will no longger take over my life.
Volleyball for the last year has been really my addiction.
people who fall into peer pressure and drink and smoke and all that "good stuff"
fall into those addiction cause they have no where to fall in love with.
so they go to those artifical superfical trendy things.
i on the other hand love a sport enough for the first time in my life really practice on it more then i have ever practicedd for in my lifeee. i believe i have a future in this sportt. and if i dontt. it doesnt really matter causeee i know it'll be a life long journy to keep following and live by.
i've met some of the greatest people i could ever meet in chicago through this sport.
and i hope to continue this journey until the end of my dayss..
jush a piece of my mind at this time. i wanna write more.
but the last thing i need is a new addiction.
take care..
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